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حــيــن يـحـزن انـســان..تقل نسبة الاكسجين في الهواء.. ويشعر الأطفال الذين يتكونون في أرحام امهاتهم بالفزع ، وتهرب طيور كثيرة من اعشاشها ، ويموت سمك ملون صغير كثير بفعل انتشار تلوث الكراهية في اعماق البحر ، وعلى شطآن الانهار الصغيرة

نحتاج الى كتاب فرح نقرره على اطفالنا في المدراس ، فليس من العدالة ان يتعلموا لغة حزينة ، وتاريخا من النكبات.. وجغرافيا تجري عليها تعديلات يومية ، بسبب غياب الشعور بقيمة الانسان

كتاب الحزن
د.أحمد الربعي

القبس - 11/11/1998

Sandy Blog

*looks around*

I Was Tagged By Baskin :P

Things That Make Me Happy:

Chocolate

Coffee

The Sea

Speeding!!! in the rain :P

Being with my friends

Fishing "7addaqa tara"

MAKEUP!

Shopppppping

Driving long distance

Swimming

Sea food - chinese food

Singing

p.s: http://no3ik.blogspot.com/2007/01/who-is-dalol.html

2007 ?

Hi Again..

2006 included alot of ups and downs,, most of it was downies in a way i felt ene khalas i dont feel anything anymore!
2007 began with many things , nice things in a scary way nafs ele egolon mo shayfa khair
hopefuly these things lasts forever inshallah, I wish u all a nice 2007 :)


I Feel like a child
Lately whenever i see something even
if i dont like .. i just scream out to have
it for me and only me.

I've never been ananeya bas i guess everyone of us have a child spirit inside that appears in different situations.. Nafs lama a7ad yemda7na o nestanas wayed o we blush
o Im like mabi a6awif shay ma asawweeh , I want to go out everyday and waste all my time o ma anaam ella lama a7es ene exhausted bas 3ashan i dont plan for tomorrow or afaker eb shay.

This is weird, when ur surrounded by many people , yet u still feel lonely, so tiny in this world and u stop hearing any sound but ur heartbeats.. bel nehaya ur forced to communicate with those whos sitting next to u.

LATEST EVENTS
the m7ashish dude - check no3ik's blog hehe
my accident yesterday

p.s. sorry i hate long posts sam7ona 3ala this one

Babies Vs Flu

in the same room


atchu..

yes i have cold , all the house actually
bas why the kids ? :~
i mean.. e7na yenhad 7ailna el babies shesawon .. el7amdelah
so el hospital kept them ta7t el mula7atha cuz el fever mo g3 tanzil..

the victims are my nephews, look at the wires , the one in red pejama is 3.5 years old o el baby is 6months only

eb3eed el shar 3ankom

aatchu .. sorry

Hola ;p

Hello fellas =)

Owwwkay the weather is great as u see

• i missed speeding! this weather makes me slow and thoughtful i love it
• and yeah! zannob is back o Dalola is arriving at this moment garrat 3aina feech Shnainai :P

• Staracademy is hell boring.. meta akhir season o neftak ? but come on! the Tunisian guy is @#$%^&* !!! he's so madri shagool men zeeen wayha el jameel although his voice sucks but his face rocks hehe

• and yeah.. i got hired from the company i was waiting for el7amdellah sij el7amdellah.
• madri shyaayni 3al 6ebakh.. kelyoom habba a6abbekh o asawi fanatik ba3ad weya wayhi ;/
• lately i found out that dancing helps reducing the depression, it really works with me, give it a try ;p

thats all for now ..

based on a true story

The subject is "my life"
the thing is "struggle"
through the years
23 years
my age
in every year
a nightmare
childhood days
a sweet dream
the sweetest taste
prisoner
over taken
never did something I wanted
they
judge me, shush me, order me to
do things I never wanted
kept me silent
got used to it heh
tired of missing
tired of loving
and giving
broken heart
...
blurry vision
tears
over reacting? have a mercy
dying
overseas..where my desire is
never will have it
because of
others faults
faith/hope?
not anymore
bored of that illusion
reality kills/hurts
...
non sense
gone crazy
sad songs
my memories
is all I have
nothing has left of me.
thanks people
for everything
bad/good times
I will never forget you
you equals me
im gone
way far
based on a true story.

Hurt

Dedicated to all whom lost someone special

"Hurt" Christina Aguilera
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Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today

I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I want to call you but I know you won't be there

I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you
Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
"Sometimes I just want to hide 'cause it's you I miss
You know it's so hard to say goodbye when it comes to this

Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?

Are you proud of who I am?
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes and see you looking back

I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself
If I had just one more day, I would tell you how much that
I've missed you since you've been away

Oh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line to try to turn back time"
I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself
By hurting you

to download the song - http://www.badongo.com/file/1653516
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I wish I could have you once again in my life, my only brother I lost.

Thanks alot my dearest friend [I-1-2-C-U]
Because you've sent me the song, it touched my heart from the first time I listened to it.

Shraykom ?

Did anyone notice his/her eyes while eating ?
I discovered that fact lately
When two people are eating and facing each others faces
At the moment you enter the spoon or bite a sandwich or even drink, you look to the one's facing you
And he does the same thing too
Thats a very stupid thing to notice especially when both are silent
I know we cant look at the spoon all the time cuz as soon as It reachs the mouth It disappears from our sight
I thought its a good notice to share :P






--- Happy Eid everyone I wish everyone a merry 3eed surrounding your families La tensoona bel 3ayadi hehe o Ghoozi el 3afya ba3ad, Latkathroon bel akel :P





--- Dalola Happy Eid to you khososan , I love you so much :*


zalabya

Messy Day

today was a big mess

kela badliyat o ahamha :
mafo = mafi
9ar7a wathee7a = el sara7a wath7a
waQray = wakhray
7abeb6y = 7abebty


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ensa'alt wayed as'ela ghabiya like :
my friend called me o kan 3endi waiting she asked me : 3endech kha6 thani ?
my sister asked me when i got up : haa gemtay ?
same sister asked me if im going out " 6 times "
sher6y wagafni asked me although kent rab6a le7zam and he saw it : rab6a le7zam ?

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6ai7aaty zadat elyoom : "btw shay weraathy bel 3ayla"
6e7t eb daari zalagt men el edlaaq "el3aser"
ham 6e7t eb daari men el edlaaq "bellail"
6aq raasi eb bab el sayyara
6aq raasi bel daray ele bel sooq "jedam ennas"

sharkoona eb akher badliyaatkom o 6ay7aatkom khalona neth7ak shway xD

el de3la

bena'an 3ala raghbat el moshaheden yaaakom el post hatha :P

my nephew 7asha virus fa he's staying in hospital with my sister bugdez alah eqawma bel salama,, fa when i visited them today something happend,, da3ala 3ala qelat adab 3ala shay ma3aref shasameeh , my sister's friend came to visit tet7amad 3al salama with her kid "2yrs" and her husband.

maskeena ekhti gayla 7ag elkel dont visit cuz el baby ta3ban o ma yet7amal ay viruses new cuz jesma sgheer o ta3baan o aslan katbeen 3al room a big sign maktoob 3alaiha "ISOLATION" ya3ni el ghabi yefham enna visits are not allowed , el drama bedat lama her friend dashat without knocking on the door emnafsa and she said
ehya : balla laish ma gelteeli ena weldech ta3ban haaa???
ekhti : hala walla eflana 7ayach allah , 7abebti lahait eb marath weldi sam7ene

"i got angry shako etgool sorry !"

ehya : 7ata law !! lazim tgoolenli kel enas tadry ella ana ?
" la7thaw enna she didnt say el7amdela 3al salama"

ekhti : e 7agech 3alay shlonech shakhbarich entay enshalah kel shay tamaam
ehya : tara rayli bedesh mayser yoogaf bara "she went out to bring him inside the room"

so he came in said hi o esta7a o 6ala3 barra cuz OHWA ASLAN SHAKO YAY!
she stayed 30mins talking and talking about boring things and it was late , my nephew started crying esta3sar he wants to sleep bas she kept talking "I HATE HER"

ana bamshi 6awalt ok? i said to my sister
ekhti : laaa ge3day plz walla matroo7en

WHILE her friend was talking and talking and talking..........

kel hatha mafeeh shay ,, ele emthayegni saar later

suddenly her friend galat enha btamshy cuz 6AWALAT !
o salimat 3alaina o mishat
2 mins later she came back without KNOCKING on the door again
with a big problem
bugdez 7abeebti weldi made "number 2 " 3azkom allah o 3ayzana aredda el bait aghayyer his diaper do u think the nurse would give me one so i change his diaper here??
me and my sister were like : OH MY GOD

we said : 7abebti we dont know ask el nurse ele bara and see if she could
el nurse didnt give her cuz el diapers 7ag el patients ele tarseen el jana7 wa3laya o hathy 3ayzana etroo7 el bait etghayer pampers her 2yrs old son !
3asebat chan etnaady her husband o her husband 3assab chan ezzef el 6abeeb ele kan mawjood wel 6abeeb maskeen indian ma gedar egoola la' yaabla 5 diapers .

el ma'sat ma entahat ;~~~~(
she came to my nephew room to wash her child , and she took my nephew's towel to dry her son after washing him ;/
"IIII HAAAATTEEE HEEER" thayegatnaaaaa
el de3la stayed an hour .
laish feee nas mat7ess? laish fe naas ma teste7i 3ala wayeha o aslan shloon ma 3endaha damm! god! lama athakar athayag again LOL

that was all
;/

Allahuma Eni Sa'em

Walaht 3alaikom o Embarak 3alaikom el shahar

yalla enbalesh...




Ya7lailhom
elle eseboon el ako wele mako o akher shay egolon allahuma ene sa'em

Ya7lailhom
ele egolon laa me7na sam3en aghani 7aram o khososan bermothan o nelgaahom yesme3on aghani lai sa'alnahom mo tegolon 7aram ? egolon la bas eghneya wa7da mat'thir alahuma ene sa'em

Ya7lailhom
ele echathbooon o we7eshooon o akher shay egolon : bas bas mabi atkalam bel nas allahuma ene sa'ema

Ya7lailhom
ELE 3OGOB el fo6oor esebbon wezzefoon 3alabo enna ef6araw! LAZIM MATSEBOON KHAIR SHAR

Ya7laily wana kel postaty 7anna eb 7anna

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Dalola i hope u read this, el deera mo nafs awal men 3ogob ma safartay wallah
7ata e7na el friends ma gemna enshoof ba3ath, el yam3a ethakerna feech :* i miss u and i luv u so much :*

Wayid Em3asba

Lately sayra wayed athayag .. madri ana sayra 3asabiya or hal ashya' sej ethayeg!!!

awalan ana now wayed methayga cuz my keyboard mekhtereb o hal keyboard mafeeh stickers el arabic fonts

ethayegni lama asfe6 warja3 alga a7ad laaasiq eb baab sayarti o magdar afta7 bab el sayara ! 7ata law baseer na7eesa o azliq sayarta eb baabi mako majal cuz sejjjj mako majal!

athayag lama sayarti eb 3ezzzz el shams ma teshteghel! o when i call my father eyee edeg`ha silf o teshteghel! LA3ANAAA????

ok ok

WAYED athayag lama a7ad e6aye7 el meyana weyay ghasub o hal shay g3 eseer wayed bel dawam, like we're best friends men el rawtha !

atethayag 7AILLLLLLLL lama ele jedami ekoon ghal6an o he knows ena ghal6aan bas he keeps on insisting ene ana ele ghal6ana

o a7tarrrr lama ele jedami yafreth raya o ma yetqabal wejhat el nathar!

atethayag lama aba6el el fm o kel ma aghayer bel stations abi song 7elwa ma algaa

atethayag lama talefoni erenn washela bas e3alliq ma yenshaal.. etem eren wesheb o ya6fi esheb o ya6fi ! zain ya ta6fi ya etsakir el kha6 ya etkhaleni atkalam!! PICK ONE

e6faaaaarty lama a7ad yetsharahhhhhh ! la mo ay a7ad .. a7ad mafeeh khair o esawi roo7a e3arif el wajeb o eye yetsharah ! kho teach ur self bel awal

just now 6efa el takyeef , MEN EGOOL ENE METHAYGA?

mo gadra akamel cuz methayga men kelshayyyyy

sharkoona eb ara'kom o el ashya' ele ethayegkom lately

khalooni a7es bel amaan shwaya x(

Shattered

Its so hard that I cant get what I want
Disappointed like a child
Right here so close
That I can touch with my hands
Feeling the heat .. Feeling the chemistry
Yet the whole world stops me, It kills me inside
My actions are so desperate, My words are meaningless
I wish my wishes were never wished
All what I know Is that I want It, so bad I want It
Is It me walking against the rhythm?
or Its just life Is soo cruel ?
I wish I can tell you how hard It gets when I see you going away
I wish I can make you feel the pain seeing you but not having you
Do you feel the same way too? cause If you do I wont be gloom
I'll be glad that you know how deep it hurts
Because Im 100% sure
That destiny wont let us together, It do us apart
So I dont blame my self and luck

But
What If you dont know ? If you dont feel it too ?
It doesnt matter anymore
I got used to the fact
That things I want so bad , evetualy for me, doesnt last

zalabya

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Kaaan weddi akteb shay bas madri sheno ohwa

دعوة للمضي قدماً بسلام

السلام ليست مجرد كلمة.. بل هي معاني عدة ولكن للأسف الكثير منا غافلً عنها..كم هي جميلة معانيها حين نتمعن فيها.. سلام نفسي.. سلام بدني .. سلام عقلي .. سلام عالمي

العقول تعبت التفكير و القلوب تعبت حب و اشتياق و جراح و كره و أحقاد.. و الأبدان تعبت من الجهد و الأمراض و

العالم تعب حروب و اكاذيب و سفك دماء و اختراق قوانين
لنفكر بالسلام في بعض الأحيان لننسى الأحقاد و نصفي النفوس من الالام و الجراحات ..

فمن جرحنا قد جرحه غيرنا.. لنتعلم من التجارب التي مررنا بها

فالدنيا ليست الا دوامه دروس تتكرر و تتجدد و تطال الناس اجمع

فاذا وقعنا تحت وطأة الغدر و الاكاذيب و الخيانات لنقول "لا حول ولا قوة الا بالله"

اذا غدر بنا احد لننسى و نكبر على الرد بالمثل

اذا كذب علينا لنقول شكراً لك لايضاح انك لست كفؤاً لتحظى بثقتي

اذا تركك الرفيق و الصديق قل ان الله سيجمعني بمن هو افضل

و اذا فارق الحياة تمنى له الرحمه و ان يجمع بكما الله في الدنيا الاخرة

ان احسست بالوحده و ما اثقل هذا الشعور لا تنس ان الله معك دائماً

فلتكن وجوهنا مبتسمة دائماً ,, فالحياة كالساعة تمضي دقائقها من دون احساسنا بها

لنترك الخوف و نلجأ للأمل..

من الصعب علي انا شخصياً النسيان و اتمنى لو يهبني الله هذه النعمة

و لكنني قد قطعت وعداّ مني لنفسي بأن انسى و اتناسى الامي و اكمل المشوار و اتذكر دائماً ان الله معي وأقرب الناس لي معي

احمد الله على ابتلائاته بل و اطلب المزيد من الدروس لأفهم ما معنى السلام و اقدره و اجتهد لايجاده..

اتمنى ان تلمس كلماتي البسيطه قلب كل من يقرأها

فهي بالنهاية كلماتي ليست الا دعوة للمضي قدماً

Zalabya

ماذا بعد قانا ؟

I'll Leave the comments for you guys..

A new boring post.

It's been a very long time since I last wrote something; I thought my mind was empty in the last period of time.
But now I realized that I have many things in mind that disturbs me and annoys me so much that I can't sleep, I even hate my pillow cause its not helping , for some reason my goddamn pillow reminds me of many things I don’t want to remember!
I don’t know if anyone feels what am saying or even understand it.
Graduating , My Birthday , missing, applying for job, new born babies in the family, events happened and are happening that keeps me busy for few hours then it vanishes.
We all go through struggles, ups and downs, but it exceeded the limit with me for god sake!
I miss my sister although I see her a lot; I guess I missed our talks.
I miss my friends; everyone has something that keeps him busy which I can't complain.
I miss people I know they didn’t miss me! How pathetic!
I missed being spoiled, I missed school!

I'm not sure people still read my blog, but writing a tiny thing from the dozen that I have in mind relaxes me.
I hope everyone is doing well and enjoying this life.
*sighs*

Looking Forward

on the background "Callin' you - Outlandish"

As much as i am happy that im graduating in 1 week, i am afraid more maybe cause its an end of an "era"

I examined this feeling when i graduated from highschool.. but now its a totally different thing because its my bachelors.. maybe what im afraid of is how long am i gonna wait to get my job ? "right ?"

At the same time.. what occupies my mind is when will my sister give her birth bethn allah.. and how happy im going to be when i see my new nephew. i might eat him "and more!"

Im thinking of having a new hair cut .. "sounds good!"

I need a vacation, a real interesting, enjoyable vacation trip.. "this cant happen"

I need some recipes, clues, plans for having fun after graduating.. "help!"